I’ve come to realize that these next 5 months are going to be filled
with many lessons and opportunities to grow. Challenges and hard times
that knock us on our butt are the times in which we learn so much about
ourselves and that define us. That being said, it isn’t about how many
times we fall or get knocked down, but about how we are able to get
back on our feet, and push forward, and overcome.
This past week has been hard. Really hard. And in the past week,
I have had more moments of weakness than can be counted on my fingers
and my toes. However, even still, I have to say… I think I have done
pretty well. Sounds funny right? To say I’ve complained, felt sorry for
myself, gotten upset and jealous over what most would consider
“something silly”… and yet, yes, I think I’ve done pretty damn well!
Here’s the thing. Despite all of that, I’ve gone to work, gone out to
the bar, had movie nights with Lo, went shopping, finalized stuff for
my last semester of school, done laundry, and well.. you get the point.
Through it all, I have kept living, laughing, and pushing forward. I’ve
had family and friends to lean on and entertain myself with, and over
all I have found I am stronger than I thought. My best friend is in a
different country. He’s the one I lean on and who gets me through the
hard times normally. But, this past week, I haven’t been able to call
him. We only talk when he is at his computer and even then, usually
people are around and I am on speaker phone due to talking over the
computer. So, yes, Nick knew I was upset many times, he saw me
struggling, but reality is… right now, I have to get through a lot of
this without his immediate support. And even still, here I am… doing just fine and
learning a lot about myself. And.. actually, I am adjusting a bit, and
hey… we are just about 1 week in, so it’s not like time is standing
still! :)
Don’t get me wrong, I will be ecstatic when this long distance thing is
over and I can have my rock and main man back. I love that I need him
and I love that he is always there for me. As much as I am still
struggling with the adjustment to less communication, I am thankful for
all Nick has done to stay in contact with me the best that he can.
Also, I am sure this will come as a huge surprise to all, but Mr. Social
has made many new friends already. I am glad he got to enjoy the past
week because school is about to start and I think life on the island
may get a little more stressful than beaches, scuba, and rum punch!!
Here are a few pics from his first week of adventures in Grenada! Isn’t
he cute? And obviously, totally miserable there so far… psh, he’s
lovin’ it! And as for the island… it’s breathtaking! Can’t freakin’ wait
to visit!
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